i just cant help myself missing my long hair again. =( ziwei miss the long hair which can be play with while studying. i know it might sound weird *i love to smell my own hair.* not too short cant do so.
used to think that i will be tough enough to hold it by my own. ever thought i need no coax or comfort from you to continue the painful & hurtful road. i guess i am once again wrong jor lolx. Break down.
recover pretty soon... pack all the sadness aside there are more happy thing i need to take care of. =) been missing out of action on a lot of things. like you know~
MOVIESSSS DINNER & LUNCH with friendss OUTING & CHILLING PHOTOSHOOTING!!!!
because of chicken pox i didnt really get out from my house at all.. til today 16 sept =) went to campus take my quiz then go home... feels like people kinda scare of me. lolx. maybe the way i wore and with the mask ohwell... sorry peeps the paper cost me 20% i had to go...
have a blast one and i know you had your pre birthday party. well still today is the real birthday date of urs.i want to say thank you to your parents because they give birth of you. and made me in this world can meet with you. thanks you for those memories you ever brought into my life. =)
your present will be there. wait till you back to hometown bah. hahax happy happy birthday to you.
After you dye your hair. and send a mms to me lolx.
question why we order the same drink but the color seems like according to our skin? =) funny that time. mine is lighter than urs. hahahax
doing this when you are looking over the books. at the toy's world. was with Joanne =)
now is in the recovering process...
=) i suppose. itchy because the nana is start to dry. today is the 7th day.
still left my back de nana getting dry. whee...
the itchyness not as suffer as before.
i'm still the same linger at the same spot. waiting hoping dreaming... ohwell... that just put a fullstop keep it to myself =p
now my job is try to catch up with study that i been left out.
=S scare jor. stress jor. buu! wish me all the best. same goes here wishing my friends those having exam all the best. assignment good luck <3
somehow this song shows how i felt right now. =( how i wish i can stay by your side asking no more but just a little while also can. hoping time will pause when there are you by my side.
i still have little devil by my side =) thumbs up to devil. scare no no my virus. huggies~ even it's name is little devil, he is better than a lot of guys... care me the most, always smile there =p
now then i know i just a spare. now then i realize when there is no one then you finds me. now then i know how much lies you made up to me. now then i know i am nobody for you but just someone to be reach when you are bored.
you flirt you lie again and again i cry i hurt again and again. i am sick of being green headed. i felt i am stupid enough, it should come to an end. i have to be the one strong and tough in this decision.
i dont like to cry early in the morning or middle of the night i really had enough with life like this. let me be who i used to be.
having Starbucks Expresso & caramel topping just right. =)
playing with my little toys is just right. come out with different kind and shape just cute. =) being with you is the sweetest thing ever happen in my story. thank you.
little things made me smile made me laugh. just a move a smile a sound a tickle. can brighten my day.
life without you is different while i have more friends now than before. i know how important friend than you are. i know what is enjoy my life. what is called as freedom. =) still...*secret*
my wish... you should know it more well than i do. =) mouth dirty jor... this is 2009 this year. i didnt get to take a photo with you if i am not mistaken. haha. you are the one who always bring me out to movie & dine with me every weekends... so there is no movie there i will be missing out of action. but now.. =( no more lu there so much movie in my list that i havent get to watch them. thanks for everything you bring to my life. which included those i dont like one's still... they made me grown. i still owe you a thanks 9.9.10 is suppose to be our 2nd anniversary. well things doesn't always happen the way we want it to be right. still i will cherish the time we been through together those ups & downs thank you for always those memories.
best brother i ever had. =) when i am sick you are not away but helped me. when i am sad you are there coax me trying to make me back calm and tough. when i have so much problem you are there listen to my problems and been a good listener... even we are not in the same blood but you had been a very very close and best brother i ever had. although i didnt have any real brother. but you made a good one.
huggies =) once again thanks for dapau porridge for me. thanks for bringing me see doc
here i also need to say thank you to ong zhong hong koh koh... =) who fetch me to campus to find those lecturers. =) koh... huggies. you also been a very sweet and loving brother. =)
i am dangerous to those haven't got any chicken pox yet. =S trust me is itchy. very very itchy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! photos will be uploaded lolx. today counted as the first day. around 1.45am i realize i had it. body feel hot just like burning. brain like dying. keep on shut down and pain hot hot hot! mostly is hard hand will want to scratch but once think of the thing will become a wound forever then no no dare jor. @@.
dada now is making fun of me... shout.. " Go bath now..." so wont itchy.. which i keep on doing it last month when he had it. hahahax
Grab ah drink dancin' under flashing lights She's ah queen but she wont put up a fight Everybody knows that shes a looker but she ain't quite right So I lie through my teeth again Been around see I think I know the type Honesty is not the policy she likes Choice words spoken to her in the heat of night So I lie through my teeth again Oh boy would you mind if I got closer Oh boy I can tell you want me dontcha And I say what do you think that ah we cant get you Anything you ask for, out on the dance floor She said Ohh do you love me I wonder why she talks like that Oh tell me something Tell me how'd you get to be so bad Hey I know something you don't Lets go We can go wherever you want to go How would you feel if I told ya (You ain't worth the trouble) Hard to think dancing under flashing lights Touchin me tellin me I'm just her type And everyone's telling me that she's ah Hollywood hype So tonight I'm gonna lie through my teeth again O boy would you mind if I got closer O boy I can tell you want me dont cha And I say what do you think that ah we cant get you anything you ask for Out on the dance floor She said! Oh do you love me I wonder why she talks like that Oh tell me something Tell me how'd you get to be so bad Hey I know something you dont Lets go We can go wherever you want to go How would you feel if I told ya Shes lookin at me but I know that she don't see I couldn't love her when there's so many others Blowing kisses at me but she aims to high How could I love her when there's so many others She Said! Oh do you love me I wonder why she talks like that Oh tell me something Tell me how'd you get to be so bad Hey I know something you dont Lets go We can go wherever you want to go How would you feel if I told ya How would you feel if I told ya Lets Go How would you feel if I told ya On the dance floor How would you feel if I told ya Lets go We can go wherever you want to go How would you feel if I told ya
didnt scream for the pain doesnt mean that i dont feel hurt. didnt cry or drop tear doesnt mean that i wont feel sad & painful throughout the days. didnt blame on you doesnt mean i am fine with everything.
somehow i know it useless to feel pain, hurt or even cry.
even i know it just a trap, even i know it will hurt. still i believe someday you will change. i have my faith in you.
you lied, and you done it again. still i will continue the path by doing my own part and you do yours life is still pretty wonderful tho =) as long as we stick together everything gonna be just fine.
around 2pm we off to go to Citrus then i had my lovely meal for the day "CHEESE BAKED RICE" omg... and ADD ON CALAMARI... loving it... went to Parkson the we grab the durian puff so do the durian ice cream thanks dickson for spending me on that.. still remember we have our deal =) follow on Beach =) poser =) they are good in posing. how i wish Joanne baby is here but she love it as well *huggies* Rachel & ziwei ... i love her smile!!!!! group photo.. kinda lousy still memories took place =)
still remember the memories you gave me on the beach. although it had been so long ago but everything is just so clear in my mind. as if it just happened yesterday. <3
Joanne Elaine Ng... you see what had you done to us. you made us miss you so much till want to learn your pose hahaha. we are attack by your virus. =) missing you missing you. much more than you can never thought of. somehow sometimes no matter where ziwei & lau was suddenly your name will pop out either from his mouth or mine. >< see we so so heart you. huggies. waiting the day to hug hug you and spend time with you =)
as a human. God always give us chance to change. there is nothing called as too late to change. people always thought being a nice person need ten years, twenty years and so on... being a devil within a second. actually you can be angel within a second as long as you have the heart to be so and willing to change. =) remember there always two path. =)
the caption for this picture there is another meaning. remain at the same spot waiting for you =) heart
dada got style right. using a cup to eat. =) and made it so pretty in shape and cool arrangement. lolx. mee sedap night. attended by, Alex the TMC, Dylan the Poh, Lo the YD, Yong the KH, Ogi and ziwei =) next week will be dylan who the one cooking for the day=)
well well well change change change. from long hair cut to short hair. i miss my long hair. but i am happy for a change. still i miss touching it and smell it lolx.
the most pain moment is after he cut my hair, he pass it to my hand and i am holding those hair... i start to doubt am i dreaming or i really had cut my hair short. lolx. i cant believe that i really had cut my hair off just like that. was saying cut the front only who knows including the back =S frankly for the first 3-4 days, waking up from my sleep i thought i am dreaming. still cant accept the fact that i had cut it hahahax.
currently de ziwei look with short hair no longer with my lovely long hair. =( but with a new change.
nyet yee... practicing with baby. =) walk till the lake there and shoes whole wet jor. =S cant be safe. too wet jor... still there is few photos that taken right the feel ziwei want. so it is worth it. =) and the day meet Gino a friend that took photos as well. cant wait till another shooting going on. need to arrange time with Gino. wanna get some skill from him. baby well done you made mommy more and more love you jor =) *huggies*
maybe is the time for me to stop waiting maybe it is showing me stop giving hop maybe it is showing me i have to really stop with what i am doing now. maybe is really till my final limitation. =) never knows. maybe asking me stop and take a break before start the walk again maybe ask me to stop and just wait there.
only God know the answer. give me a clue, i will be nice. =)
somehow sometimes i act like i don't care or i felt nothing wrong with it. doesn't meant it will not hurts my feeling. as much i want to close both eyes but still i can hear things, i can feel things, because my heart are made out of meat and blood not a machine.
she is the one who made my photo album of Curtin Open day special =) check out on my album that had uploaded into facebook =) 
i just cant help myself missing my long hair again. =(
After you dye your hair.
question why we order the same drink but the color seems like according to our skin? =)
doing this when you are looking over the books.
our Singapore trip. with baby.
i still have little devil by my side =)
having Starbucks Expresso & caramel topping just right. =)
playing with my little toys is just right. come out with different kind and shape just cute. =)
my wish... you should know it more well than i do. =)
mouth dirty jor... this is 2009 this year. i didnt get to take a photo with you if i am not mistaken. haha. you are the one who always bring me out to movie & dine with me every weekends... so there is no movie there i will be missing out of action. but now.. =( no more lu there so much movie in my list that i havent get to watch them.
9.9.10 is suppose to be our 2nd anniversary. well things doesn't always happen the way we want it to be right.
best brother i ever had. =)
Happy Birthday to you...
cute ta~
ємσ кι∂ always rock =)
poser =) they are good in posing. how i wish Joanne baby is here but she love it as well *huggies*
Rachel & ziwei ... i love her smile!!!!!
group photo.. kinda lousy still memories took place =)
still remember the memories you gave me on the beach.
Joanne Elaine Ng... you see what had you done to us. you made us miss you so much till want to learn your pose hahaha. we are attack by your virus. =) missing you missing you. much more than you can never thought of.
as a human. God always give us chance to change. there is nothing called as too late to change.
dada got style right. using a cup to eat. =) and made it so pretty in shape and cool arrangement. lolx.
mee sedap night.
next week will be dylan who the one cooking for the day=)
well well well change change change.
currently de ziwei look with short hair no longer with my lovely long hair. =(
nyet yee... practicing with baby. =)
walk till the lake there and shoes whole wet jor. =S cant be safe. too wet jor... still there is few photos that taken right the feel ziwei want. so it is worth it. =)
somehow sometimes i act like i don't care
