oct oct oct...

welcome OCTOBER.... =)

aren't by my side

guys tend to say girl is very emotional and sensitive animal... answer yes we are. as a girl we cant help ourselves break into tears when the love one's is separated far away from us or like something happen. if a girl doesn't care on you even a little bit.

[jealous, angry, cry]
this kind of emotional doesn't happens meant this girl no longer love you as much as before.
she got jealous because she want to own you by herself.
she angry because she don't want you been flirting around with other girls.
she cry because she hearts you more than anything.

when you aren't by my side i gonna stand there and waiting for the day you come back to me and once again we being together =)

Alesha Dixon - Breathe Slow

Esmée Denters - Outta Here

Bii Story主題曲"迷路".mov

star

i want to be the star because you are the moon for me...
i want to be around you all the time=)
when you are in dark i will brighten the path for you... when you are in love i will be dimmer so that you can be the central of attraction ^^ i just want to be around you hugs

Home Sweet Home

i love my parents so so much. family always comes first. =) grandmom comes to my house today *26th sept* hugs... mom prepare nice soup and got mooncake. then the dinner woots i just loving it... simple but is home cook... soup is a must and vege and fish. <3 mom always the best in cooking.
went out with squall and jac today. because squall gonna head to Uk by tomorrow night. all the safe flight ya. =)

Someday - Black Eyed Peas

Baby, you got me feeling wonderful

I can't believe that your so wonderful
This is wonderful
you're the one, my only wonderful

I don't want it someday
I don't want it one day
Gotta have it somehow
I want it right now

I don't want it someday
I don't want it one day
Gotta have it somehow
I want it right now

I wanna live my life, live it to the someday
Live it in the light, let that sunshine come in
I can't wait no longer, I can't wait for someday
Always Getting stronger, one day baby one day

I'm gonna live my life and live it in all
it's gonna be so awesome blossom and beautiful
I'm gonna be with you, baby, and you gonna be with me
I gotta have a...
[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/0Vcg ]
Then wait up right now
Baby have a sit
And wait here patiently

For the Someday.. waiting for the one day.
Hoping for the somehow
to have it right now.

Cuz I don't want it someday
I don't want it one day
Gotta have it somehow
I want it right now

Baby you got me feeling wonderful
I can't believe that you're so wonderful
This is wonderful
you're the one my only wonderful

Your past is history, future a mystery.
Today is a precious gift that's why it's called present.
I'll give it all to you, cuz people want it too.
Let's not be scared to have a little taste of heaven.

Cuz I don't wanna live my life with no reason at all
I'm stumbling onto love and lovin' the fall
Cuz I wanna be with you, baby, and you wanna be with me.
I gotta have a...
Then wait up right now
Baby have a sit
And wait here patiently

Mooncake Festival

this is how it looks after a week plus of chicken pox. i got the picture while having chicken pox... but... nah. =p i scare it gonna made you all scare till cant sleep lolx.
ohwell all in recovery. =)

heading back to tawau in two days time =) one more paper to go which total i had 3 paper this week =S omg. then last week friday and saturday got one paper each day. sot de lo me. =) well this is uni life i suppose.
going back can eat crab. =p wheee~

Happy mooncake festival yo..

Curtin Open Day

she is the one who made my photo album of Curtin Open day special =) check out on my album that had uploaded into facebook =)
here goes the link of the album hope you guys enjoy viewing it.
http://www.facebook.com/bAob3IwAWa#!/album.php?aid=2088187&id=1147932480&ref=mf

OMG

i just cant help myself missing my long hair again. =(
ziwei miss the long hair which can be play with while studying.
i know it might sound weird *i love to smell my own hair.* not too short cant do so.

used to think that i will be tough enough to hold it by my own.
ever thought i need no coax or comfort from you to continue the painful & hurtful road.
i guess i am once again wrong jor lolx.
Break down.

recover pretty soon... pack all the sadness aside there are more happy thing i need to take care of. =) been missing out of action on a lot of things. like you know~

MOVIESSSS
DINNER & LUNCH with friendss
OUTING & CHILLING
PHOTOSHOOTING!!!!

because of chicken pox i didnt really get out from my house at all.. til today 16 sept =) went to campus take my quiz then go home... feels like people kinda scare of me. lolx. maybe the way i wore and with the mask ohwell... sorry peeps the paper cost me 20% i had to go...

Happy Birthday yeeyong.

have a blast one and i know you had your pre birthday party.
well still today is the real birthday date of urs.i want to say thank you to your parents because they give birth of you.
and made me in this world can meet with you.
thanks you for those memories you ever brought into my life. =)

your present will be there. wait till you back to hometown bah. hahax happy happy birthday to you.

After you dye your hair.
and send a mms to me lolx.

question why we order the same drink but the color seems like according to our skin? =)
funny that time.
mine is lighter than urs. hahahax

doing this when you are looking over the books.
at the toy's world.
was with Joanne =)

our Singapore trip. with baby.

Happy Birthday to
YeeYong.
16. Sept.2010

xoxo

my heart

maybe the photos doesn't brings this feeling to you.

but in my point of view the feelings is stay & remain.

dedicated to someone special (:

(:

now is in the recovering process...
=) i suppose. itchy because the nana is start to dry. today is the 7th day.
still left my back de nana getting dry. whee...
the itchyness not as suffer as before.

i'm still the same linger at the same spot.
waiting
hoping
dreaming...
ohwell... that just put a fullstop keep it to myself =p

now my job is try to catch up with study that i been left out.
=S scare jor. stress jor. buu!
wish me all the best.
same goes here wishing my friends those having exam all the best.
assignment good luck <3

one more thing.
RIC welcome home sweet home =)

=p

李善姬 - 太陽雨

我还不懂爱情
所以不能再靠近了
但我那不争气的心
为什么总是在怦怦的跳
我的眼睛总是看到你
所以走不开
实现不了的这份爱
让我心好痛
从早到晚
我脑中都是你
让人寒心的傻瓜一样的我
怎么办才好
心要跟着我的爱
我又能做什么呢
实现不了的这份爱
让我心好痛
dubilubidu dubilubidu dubilubidulaboa....
从早到晚
我脑中都是你
让人心寒的傻瓜一样
怎么办才好
这尖锐的痛总有变纯的那天吧
究竟会有那么一天
让人心寒的傻瓜一样的我
到底该怎么办呢
月光太美了
所以才走不开
就让我在你身边躺一会儿
一会儿 就一会儿
dubilubidu dubilubidu dubilubidulaboa....

somehow this song shows how i felt right now. =(
how i wish i can stay by your side asking no more but just a little while also can.
hoping time will pause when there are you by my side.

no you.

i still have little devil by my side =)
thumbs up to devil.
scare no no my virus. huggies~
even it's name is little devil,
he is better than a lot of guys...
care me the most, always smile there =p

=)

now then i know i just a spare.
now then i realize when there is no one then you finds me.
now then i know how much lies you made up to me.
now then i know i am nobody for you but just someone to be reach when you are bored.

you flirt you lie again and again
i cry i hurt again and again.
i am sick of being green headed.
i felt i am stupid enough,
it should come to an end.
i have to be the one strong and tough in this decision.

i dont like to cry early in the morning or middle of the night
i really had enough with life like this.
let me be who i used to be.

different without you.

having Starbucks Expresso & caramel topping just right. =)

playing with my little toys is just right. come out with different kind and shape just cute. =)
being with you is the sweetest thing ever happen in my story.
thank you.

little things made me smile
made me laugh.
just a move
a smile
a sound
a tickle.
can brighten my day.

life without you is different while i have more friends now than before. i know how important friend than you are. i know what is enjoy my life. what is called as freedom. =)
still... *secret*

the day 9. sept

my wish... you should know it more well than i do. =)
mouth dirty jor... this is 2009 this year. i didnt get to take a photo with you if i am not mistaken. haha. you are the one who always bring me out to movie & dine with me every weekends... so there is no movie there i will be missing out of action. but now.. =( no more lu there so much movie in my list that i havent get to watch them.
thanks for everything you bring to my life.
which included those i dont like one's still... they made me grown.
i still owe you a thanks

9.9.10 is suppose to be our 2nd anniversary. well things doesn't always happen the way we want it to be right.
still i will cherish the time we been through together those ups & downs thank you for always those memories.

stupid chicken pox

day one
with medicine
day two.

dedicated to my beloved brother.

best brother i ever had. =)
when i am sick you are not away but helped me.
when i am sad you are there coax me trying to make me back calm and tough.
when i have so much problem you are there listen to my problems and been a good listener...
even we are not in the same blood but you had been a very very close and best brother i ever had.
although i didnt have any real brother. but you made a good one.

huggies =)
once again thanks for dapau porridge for me.
thanks for bringing me see doc

here i also need to say thank you to ong zhong hong koh koh... =) who fetch me to campus to find those lecturers. =) koh... huggies.
you also been a very sweet and loving brother. =)

chicken pox. 1st time

i am dangerous to those haven't got any chicken pox yet. =S
trust me is itchy. very very itchy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
photos will be uploaded lolx. today counted as the first day.
around 1.45am i realize i had it.
body feel hot just like burning.
brain like dying. keep on shut down and pain hot hot hot!
mostly is hard hand will want to scratch but once think of the thing will become a wound forever then no no dare jor. @@.

dada now is making fun of me...
shout.. " Go bath now..." so wont itchy.. which i keep on doing it last month when he had it. hahahax

Stephen Jerzak ft. Leighton Meester - She Said full HQ (lyrics)

Grab ah drink dancin' under flashing lights
She's ah queen but she wont put up a fight
Everybody knows that shes a looker but she ain't quite right
So I lie through my teeth again
Been around see I think I know the type
Honesty is not the policy she likes
Choice words spoken to her in the heat of night
So I lie through my teeth again
Oh boy would you mind if I got closer
Oh boy I can tell you want me dontcha
And I say what do you think that ah we cant get you
Anything you ask for, out on the dance floor
She said
Ohh do you love me
I wonder why she talks like that
Oh tell me something
Tell me how'd you get to be so bad
Hey I know something you don't
Lets go
We can go wherever you want to go
How would you feel if I told ya
(You ain't worth the trouble)
Hard to think dancing under flashing lights
Touchin me tellin me I'm just her type
And everyone's telling me that she's ah Hollywood hype
So tonight I'm gonna lie through my teeth again
O boy would you mind if I got closer
O boy I can tell you want me dont cha
And I say what do you think that ah we cant get you anything you ask for
Out on the dance floor
She said!
Oh do you love me
I wonder why she talks like that
Oh tell me something
Tell me how'd you get to be so bad
Hey I know something you dont
Lets go
We can go wherever you want to go
How would you feel if I told ya
Shes lookin at me but I know that she don't see
I couldn't love her when there's so many others
Blowing kisses at me but she aims to high
How could I love her when there's so many others
She Said!
Oh do you love me
I wonder why she talks like that
Oh tell me something
Tell me how'd you get to be so bad
Hey I know something you dont
Lets go
We can go wherever you want to go
How would you feel if I told ya
How would you feel if I told ya
Lets Go
How would you feel if I told ya
On the dance floor
How would you feel if I told ya
Lets go
We can go wherever you want to go
How would you feel if I told ya

(You ain't worth the trouble)

behind the laughter

didnt scream for the pain doesnt mean that i dont feel hurt.
didnt cry or drop tear doesnt mean that i wont feel sad & painful throughout the days.
didnt blame on you doesnt mean i am fine with everything.

somehow i know it useless to feel pain, hurt or even cry.

believe

even i know it just a trap,
even i know it will hurt.
still i believe someday you will change.
i have my faith in you.

you lied,
and you done it again.
still i will continue the path by doing my own part and you do yours
life is still pretty wonderful tho =)
as long as we stick together everything gonna be just fine.

ps Happy Father's Day.

[ємσ кι∂ 888™] Felix Lam aka Angelina Joey Lips

Happy Birthday to you...

cute ta~
alfresco... after dine at suncity =)
sorry about the gym thing tho...

ємσ кι∂ always rock =)

ps had a great night watching them made me miss victor iantan wu zhang even more =)
wu zhang i am waiting for next sem you coming back =)

i love you

The way we celebrate it =) 31 August 2010

around 2pm we off to go to Citrus then i had my lovely meal for the day "CHEESE BAKED RICE" omg... and ADD ON CALAMARI... loving it...
went to Parkson the we grab the durian puff so do the durian ice cream thanks dickson for spending me on that.. still remember we have our deal =)
follow on Beach =)
poser =) they are good in posing. how i wish Joanne baby is here but she love it as well *huggies*
Rachel & ziwei ... i love her smile!!!!!
group photo.. kinda lousy still memories took place =)

memories on the beach

still remember the memories you gave me on the beach.
although it had been so long ago but everything is just so clear in my mind.
as if it just happened yesterday. <3

Because of You

Joanne Elaine Ng... you see what had you done to us. you made us miss you so much till want to learn your pose hahaha. we are attack by your virus. =) missing you missing you. much more than you can never thought of.
somehow sometimes no matter where ziwei & lau was suddenly your name will pop out either from his mouth or mine. >< see we so so heart you. huggies.
waiting the day to hug hug you and spend time with you =)

ps you always my baby girl