blind & care-less

somehow sometimes i act like i don't care
or
i felt nothing wrong with it.
doesn't meant it will not hurts my feeling.
as much i want to close both eyes
but still
i can hear things,
i can feel things,
because my heart are made out of meat and blood not a machine.

tears dropped.
heart hurts.
got speechless.
mentally down.
emotionally down.

ps life still goes on that is what we call as LIFE & REALITIES.