2 path

as a human. God always give us chance to change. there is nothing called as too late to change.
people always thought being a nice person need ten years, twenty years and so on... being a devil within a second.
actually you can be angel within a second as long as you have the heart to be so and willing to change. =)
remember there always two path. =)

the caption for this picture there is another meaning.
remain at the same spot waiting for you =)
heart

The Saturdays - Missing You

sunday =)

take for fun. =)

dada got style right. using a cup to eat. =) and made it so pretty in shape and cool arrangement. lolx.
mee sedap night.
attended by,
Alex the TMC, Dylan the Poh, Lo the YD, Yong the KH, Ogi and ziwei =)
next week will be dylan who the one cooking for the day=)

my change

well well well change change change.
from long hair cut to short hair.
i miss my long hair. but i am happy for a change.
still i miss touching it and smell it lolx.

the most pain moment is after he cut my hair,
he pass it to my hand and i am holding those hair...
i start to doubt am i dreaming or i really had cut my hair short.
lolx. i cant believe that i really had cut my hair off just like that.
was saying cut the front only who knows including the back =S
frankly for the first 3-4 days,
waking up from my sleep i thought i am dreaming.
still cant accept the fact that i had cut it hahahax.

currently de ziwei look with short hair no longer with my lovely long hair. =(
but with a new change.

photo shooting

nyet yee... practicing with baby. =)
walk till the lake there and shoes whole wet jor. =S cant be safe. too wet jor... still there is few photos that taken right the feel ziwei want. so it is worth it. =)
and the day meet Gino a friend that took photos as well.
cant wait till another shooting going on. need to arrange time with Gino. wanna get some skill from him.
baby well done you made mommy more and more love you jor =) *huggies*

stop = berhenti

maybe is the time for me to stop waiting
maybe it is showing me stop giving hop
maybe it is showing me i have to really stop with what i am doing now.
maybe is really till my final limitation.
=) never knows.
maybe asking me stop and take a break before start the walk again
maybe ask me to stop and just wait there.

only God know the answer.
give me a clue, i will be nice. =)

blind & care-less

somehow sometimes i act like i don't care
or
i felt nothing wrong with it.
doesn't meant it will not hurts my feeling.
as much i want to close both eyes
but still
i can hear things,
i can feel things,
because my heart are made out of meat and blood not a machine.

tears dropped.
heart hurts.
got speechless.
mentally down.
emotionally down.

ps life still goes on that is what we call as LIFE & REALITIES.

one Step

took the first step and got try to fix it.
seems like it not working but at least i tried.
so i wont be regret in the future saying
"why i didnt take the first step then?"
wouldnt like that word come from my mouth.

i had tried and now all leave to God decide the path =)

butterflies

always thinks that as long as patient enough,
no matter took how long,
someday he will realize what is true love.
& who is being true to him.
somehow girls always can get into a dreams,
and the longer time took the more she fall into the guy.
as if she had got blind.

how i wish i am just like the couple of butterflies.

people like to said.
if you have fall into someone,
you will accept the person good and bad.
how about betray, lies and cheat?
those also need to be accepted?

Truly

in the raining day i can bring up an umbrella for you.
in the sunny day i can bring along an electronic fan for you.
in the gloomy day i will try to cheer you up with lame joke.

without you what for i bring an umbrella along with me?
without you why should i bring along an electronic fan?
without you why should i trouble myself searching through the website for lame joke?

i tried to be patient,
i tried to be tough,
i tried to show my love,
i tried to care as much as i could,
i tried & now i am tired.

no longer the same without you by my side.

watching two little butterflies playing along to each other on the grass,
how sweet are they=)
even they are small object but they took my attention <3

*this maybe sound crazy but here goes
watching this two little thing so close to each other even the wind is big they still flap their wings and get back on to the same grass and still being together.
we as a human why cant we do that? even this little small thing can*

we are under the same cloud
we are breathing the same air
we are living in the same planet
no matter what happen i will remind myself on that. =)

Happy Belated Birthday

happy birthday to baby
happy birthday to baby
happy birthday to baby....
happy birthday to Baby...
it been a month birthday lolx... =) one month old jor lo you baby... huggies...
will be loving you like i always do. heart you with all my heart.
5th

梁靜茹 - 問

誰讓你心動 誰讓你心痛
誰會讓你偶爾想要擁他在懷中
誰又在乎你的夢
誰說你心思他會懂
誰為你感動 如果女人
總是等到夜深 無悔付出青春
他就會對你真 是否女人
永遠不要多問 他最好永遠天真
為他所愛的人 只是女人
容易一往情深 總是為情所因
終於越陷越深 可是女人
愛是他的靈魂 她可以奉獻一生
為她所愛的人 如果女人
總是等到夜深 無悔付出青春
他就會對你真 只是女人
容易一往情深 總是為情所因
終於越陷越深 可是女人
愛是他的靈魂 她可以奉獻一生
為她所愛的人

Back to MiRI

back to miri it means study starts =(
sien la. but nah at least wont feel my life is nothing to do. =)
life is pretty harsh and down sometimes but think at the other point of view it isnt that bad after all =)

ps. to friend in tawau and when i am in tawau thanks for those accompany and outing. it been a very happening holiday *sem break* i had.
may god bless you all for everything that comes ahead you and all the best to those is studying and to those who working as well =)
always remember there not only a time can be pretty there is chances. just like the flower maybe will die after days of blossom but the seed will drop to the ground and reborn. =)
dont look at the pretty thing and neglected those thing that always there which you didnt pay notice. it is much pretty than you think =)

heart =)

thanks for the ride =) to airport. and the drink lolx... which taste weird lolz
aubery and nyet yee... we been spending the time of transit in k.k airport and at KFC... sit there for hours. from 2.30pm to 8.20pm lolx...
PS notice nyet yee is so cute there.. =) puff puff face there. kawaii

modelling =)

dinner =)

ziwei words

just close and reopen another window. it maybe filled with threats and so blur and unclear. somehow there is a light that in front help enlighten the day and road and path for you. =)
cheer up life is better than you ever thought. *hearts*

time with friends

outing to Veda Blue for the shoots and some ice-cream to brighten my day which had been gloomy lately =) still i get myself a scoop of green tea and a scoop of strawberry yogurt which not sweet is bitter and sour. XD
and Marcella had herself a tiramissu.
dinner at Olive.
it used to be the place i go with you. memories comes to me
cry nope. i misses all of it. =)
pool time this guy i havent get to win him.
koh you beware ya. i gonna win you =p someday lolx

just a fool waiting by the window side.
waiting for the light in the night appear in front of my door.
no matter when, how long it have been no matter,
how many times i still sitting there waiting and waiting it never comes true.

food hunting with Marcella

too bored no feeling to take photo go for kfc have a snack not too bad after all =) bene talking a lot hahaha. wonder stuff happens. =p
Marcella soon we hunt for Pizza hut ya =)

SHINee - Lucifer ♥

Minho had cut his hair short. check out their latest song. =)
he looks so so fresh and more handsome and man now XD

Badminton =)

after the badminton for 2 hours
went to nostalgia for a drink.
talk a lot and so much catching up that we cant done by one day.
everyone have their own life. we no longer the same like when in high school, now we are grown up.

koh

kiir & jian hong

me always not in the one in also very blur lol

ps chris have a nice trip ya. good luck in everything. no matter in study & also in life. nice meeting all of you up =)

my Day.

previous day got myself orange love it much... huggies.
early in the morning went to sunday market who knows dont have place to park then end up go to Aladdin to have breaky with Marcella.
thanks to Chris parents we got breaky for free... *thanks aunty & uncle*
nice breaky tho i wanted to eat laksa but too early they havent prepare. =(
went to body shop check out my *gf* there or not. but she resign jor. buu! she is a good seller. lol
=) whole day spent time with Marcella till just now around 6pm lol... from early morning 6am plus till 6pm woots...
ps... great part is that we went to check the degree for eye. =) secret remain to her and ziwei =p.

Oh mY GoSh

my second hubby gonna come out his group new album named as Lucifer!!!!
omg... 19th July gonna be the date. =)
cant wait it still left hours to that. wheee... Minho fighting!!!!

Beauty & The Beast

you have been so special

maybe i cant owe you but i will take care of the feelings just like the story of Beauty & Beast.
but in this case i will be the Beast taking care the love of mine towards you patiently waiting for the day that might come or might not come *that we be one*

sorry for the way i look like
sorry for everything that i cant match up to you.
which that made me keep on feel doubtful
not dare to ask for more but just remain silent.
still the feeling, the spark i have towards you is strong enough
to let me keep on waiting for you. ps i cant promise anything for now but will try my best take care of the love for you and i.
even there are so much of obstacle but i will try my very best take care it whole heartedly...
buu ♥


if i had you, i will hold you tight
never let you go.
if i had you that is the only thing that i ever needed in my life.
you are all i need,
you are my energy to continue my path.
i dont know since when but you just automatically
had become someone so much important in my life.

baby i love you

you have been there for me even it is the toughest time ever i need to go through. buu buu! baby, i will treat you right and sweet and appreciate you as much as i can.
huggies huggies...
you are my star
you are my choc
you are my everything.

D90 i love you.

cherish

babes... you all should know i miss you all. i miss the time we in village. i miss everything that happen in us. dadi everywhere. as long got time then we will sit down and play haha. =) shereen or joanne will be the one who bringing the cards foundation life. i miss it much...

cooks. ♥

suddenly miss cooking =)
miss preparing food & eat it that is so happy.
even just cutting the fresh carrot and eat it with mayo,
it is nice. and happy *loving*
buu buu~
recall of cooking i just realized i didn't cook for emo kids before sigh.
gonna mark that as one of my wants =)

cant cook cant eat want diet!!!!!! exercise hope it helps.

=( sad? nah

had a great time staying up with friend watching the football match.
still all is support Spain ziwei support Holland lol!!!!!!!!!!
ohwell, thank you nelson for the house. *!@#$%^&*()_+*
had a good night... peeps is time to sleep and world cup is over. ><

嚴爵-謝謝你的美好MV

thank you for everything =)
they will be kept as a sweet memories in my heart.

If

if you drop a tear,
even just a tear for the lost,
i'm gonna be ok.
if the pain i gone through worth a bless from you,
that is more than enough.
if the path is so hard to walk,
but can get a smile from your face, i'm fine.
if the nights being alone made me miss you even more,
i will just sit there looking upon the sky,
imagine your face and refresh what have we use to do.

what had been expected will not always comes true. so just be happy with what own before.
cherish those moment. treasure every single things, happening, people, that around you.


呐喊 - 陈家凯 MV

Buu =)

Happy Birthday
Baby & Wifey