: )

i wont close down my blog because this is the picture that i left with. : (
even my life went through hell *alike* but i still manage to stand back up all because a word helps "Friends"
i love you all : )

7th Jan 2011 weiwei, i loved you

i thought i never really loved you but when i lose you then i realize that i really loved you heartly.
buried you with my hand seriously kills and tear my heart apart.
i wish that you will have a better journey in the way ahead..
my apologize if i havent really treated you well. But from the bottom of my heart i really loved you.
and i will remember this date. :'(

ps. i will never let others replace your place in my heart.

Brunei 4th Jan 2011

nothing more than you.

there nothing i want more than just being with you.
having you by my side throughout the day meant more than anything to me...
: ) because i heart you.

nothing more sweet than being with you...
i will try my best to made those goods for you. just allow me to take over the kitchen bah. : )

way back to 10 years ago.

when i was young i guess age of 6-10 plus. this is my paradise where the shop is just right beside. this used to be a place of me grown up. but cant really recall all the memories.

1. there is a mental problem guy scare me till i cried even i am hiding in the office.
2. around this area is the first time i see dentist and my mom cheat me say drink uncle spend drink cola.
3. i get a lot of candy by rm 1...
4. there is a uncle beside our shop always bully me by bok+ing my head.
5. another uncle shop is fix machine like tv those thing there was "ding dong ji" i always go over play.
well i guess i still remember this little thing but other... lolx.
have you ever go back to some place you spend a lot of time and stay there for an hour half and look around recalling what happens and smile... : )
isn't that bad tho.
woke up early in the morning around 5.45am made myself ready and head to town. isnt that bad tho. recalling and a smile on face. *hugs*
cherish all the moment you had never know
in the middle of shops there are tree blossom with flowers. : ) isn't it just so like something that can bring up a smile to you.? before the year 2010 ends i gonna go back to places that meant something for me way pass the years. : )

left out.

been knitting too much and left out from blogging or photo shooting.
before head back to miri, i gonna get myself some photos of the month.
i dont care.... =s
knitting seriously cool tho, but eat money also lolx.

: ) holiday for me is a end in less than a week.
there comes the summer course at the corner.
start to stress up with those stupid studies.
still i will do my best.
anyway... food, nah... i want GOCHU JANG... : (

goodbye holiday here comes summer course. =s and 4 more days end of 2010 what you want to do better take your gutz and do it because there is no time for you to turn back the year of 2010 when you step into 2011... : ) Happy New Year yo...

Taylor Swift - Haunted (Acoustic)

end with huggies & kisses ♥

heart and soul

you said it just a memories,
but for me all that is my heart and soul.
i have gave them to you without any doubt.
even i know it gonna hurts but i gave them to you willingly.
because all the matter is that i love you.

those little tiny thing,
gather all of them and there a bunch of it.
those little thing isnt just a thing but all of them is the pieces memories we been create together through out all this time.
they meant more than anything in this world. money cant by memories.
i do believe money can do a lot special and magical thing but money cant get true love money cant find the truth heart. that is what i had for you. keep it and take care of it well... all that matter is i heart and i care bout you.

commit suicide

after read the articles and see whats on the facebook.
that seriously a shocking thing that happens. he looks not bad tho, and the gf is pretty. but because of betray, cheat, flirt, bitchy all this happen in a relationship leads to death. that really a sad case. life is pretty people. we should be grateful

there are people that dont have a family because of nature disaster,
there are people that dont have enough food to eat,
there are people suffer in wars,
there are people that have disease that cant be cure but they still fight their best on that.

so we should appreciate our own life no matter how bad the thing has become try to stay calm after all those tear, pain, hurt and anger.
take a deep breath, closed up your eyes and you will find life is better.

i am nervous for my result. not only worried for a subject but all 4 subject.. : (
all the best to all my other friends as well.

mumm mumm

loving my cooks hahahaz. missing something that is green =( ohwell will get much better in the coming few times =)

changes

i just realize i had changed so much.
i no longer the ziwei i used to be.

my precious

both hand busy knitting,
my mind keep thinking of you,
my heart beat beating for you,
my ear keep on listen to your latest news,
my eye are everywhere to see are you around,
trying so hard to calm my leg down not to walk towards where you at.

my precious, you are the one who can made me so insane and uncontrollable.
because of you, i'm smilling.
because of you, i felt this world isn't that bad after all ^^
because of you, i know it is worth for me to keep on walking towards the light.

remember you always my precious.

back to home again.

flying from miri to k.k =) baby always there for me. huggies.
anything different? hmm nah... check out the coming photos of sandakan to tawau.
xixi... baby and bat man. =)
still the blue sky hahax. this means
no matter where you at, we are under the same sky.
we are breathing the same air.
just we are in different country. hugies
this time come back brought along little devil, baby and also batman come home xixi. left the little pillow back in miri. and those little toys

miri -> k.k -> sandakan -> tawau.

Korean day happens in 31 oct 2010

with my housemate try out the korean food in miri =) well not too bad.
the side dishes...
seafood pancake?
beef something like teriyaki
pork~~~~~ love it much
always nice with vege... korean ish~
spaghetti =)

how it starts and ends =)

going to take finals paper and is the beginning of the finals =) stress like sh*t but what can do nowaday without a cert nah...
study study words words
formula.. @@
dylan bokeh =)
the last paper=) with my little devil ^^ last paper is fin 215 it kills my brain cell.
heading back pretttty soon.... ^^ home here i come back to you

15th Nov 2010 blackout

you are the one who i will go for when i am in problem. you are the one who i depends on. but... long story short, sometimes depends on self is better than depends on other because once you depends on people you got weaker and your defends will getting weaker as well.
i spend my almost 40minutes to 1 hours study with candle till ah wen asking me go campus.. then reach campus senadin our housing area already have current back again lol. so end up back to home with a bottle of liang teh ^^.

first time this side blackout haha. the boys went to starbucks i suppose.
fyi, the next day is Taxation 331 paper. hin-ness

can you feel it..?

my heart towards you had no change. i am still waiting at the same spot. i tried everything, but i am tired :( teach me how to continue this path. because i am losing my direction losing my way. maybe for you, we are nothing. I guess you can feel the love from me towards you still strong like i used to had it. I care about you. Wonder how many times only you view+ing my blog... wonder have you been updating with the condition of me? wonder is overwhelmed my mind.
i dont know how to stop the love.

倪安東 - Sorry That I Loved You

someone special

when you meet someone that really meant something to you, it just hard to let it go or just let it be or just so. praying hard to the Him for guidance, for path, for clue how should i gonna continue the path even the path is filled and full with obstacle. life just isn't perfect, that is what we call it as life =)

if give me one more second,
i'll whisper to your ear that i love you.
if give me one more minutes,
i'll hug you and kiss your forehead.
if give me your whole life,
i will use my whole life to love you more than you can never imagine ^^

omg?

i guess too much information now all of them is like floating here and there i dont know which is which already. scare gonna mess up my paper later...
do praying for calm and chill for now....
all the best peoples =)

books books books words words words

count count count. dont know correct or wrong still need to revise try to do before give up. this is what we called as life... gg-ness...
never left out junk food during the study week that is the power of junk food to made you awake? i dont think so just hahhaa... cant help it. stress mo...
still cant left out ss+ing a bit.

new glass =) drinking the milk also felt wow... the milk seem more tasty. lolx
love my new glass...

laugh? hmmm thank you photographer ^^

cant really see my face but the tongue and eyes ball white white there ops...
seem like momok :S
hahaha heading to mcd this is what we done in the car. hahhaa...
never stop being weird. =)
although he bite and beat pain still love to kacau him :P

yeee....

love my little abc. bored can play with it.
same goes to my baby =)
never get bored with my blacky baby.

cute cute dylan

shake shake =)

my burger...

end with a picture of cool dada~

Peeps, tomorrow is the final let hit it. =) all the best and good luck^^

5th Nov 2010 with the boys

Arrived at Food & Tea after packing in the Car for 5 of us *haha* i was thinking why the light so like a cage like my hamster those kind and it is a cage tho.
they got creativity change it for the deco of the light =)
Menu...

coincident shot. forget what is he doing there but seems haha just a title for him tho =p.
looking for dada or hmmm searching for his food? the meal of the night.
forget to take a photos of his porridge it looks nice tho =)

mine ^^ is red bean & barley Sweet milk... wonder how to make it... gonna learn to made this tang sui =)

dada de cheesy chicken... really pretty cheesy haha.

dada de mini pizza forget what the name called as jor. but is tuna as the ingredient tho =)

mine again =) smoked ham mini pizza

ket hung side dish =) fried wantan

this is the meal that we keep on laughing on. dont you see it looks like home cook maggi mee?
poor Dylan kena jior kao kao haha.
even Alex said: Even i can cook this at home. :)
lolxxxxxxx

beerrrrrrr.......?

the truth haha... is 100 plus, green tea and shandy accompany us for the K night ^^

ket hung and Alex

ziwei & Dylan =)

dada: Nah...

whole night busy picking songs =) i never know they can sing so well... *clap*

uinah... singer bah. CURTIN STAR... *xixi*

ziwei & alex :D

Lastly end with my blog with this photo =) *group photo* they are the one who i spend my year with for 2010 ^^

when planning this hang out it is something that gonna happen
after the hang out it had became a memories
every single second and moment of it become history
which gonna note in my heart ^^